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    • Oh! waking is a bitter nightmare..when you constantly hang around the fringes of my dreams..

    ..my foundation is crumbling and shattered glass is falling all over sidewalks..

    ..i am collapsing and i am collapsing on myself.. i am shards of glass..and i am the person being wounded by the glass..

    ..there is a certain beautiful honesty about depression..

    ..will Candy and honey not ..sweeten the Bitter acrimony of life? ..if truth indeed be a fallacy, then should reality not be a lie?

    Truth is like water. A little of it quenches your thirst Too much of it..and you drown.

    Tuesday, February 20, 2007

    You are a bloody bastard.

    But of course you already knew that.

    You already knew that from the start
    So what am i to u?
    Am I your fucking rag doll?
    Something to pick out and throw once you get tired or bored?

    Am I your fucking obsolete toy?
    What am I to you?
    What do You take me for?

    Of course I tried forgiveness but I think I am beyond that. I am so beyond that.

    I am unconventional.
    Ok. That may be true
    But that does not make a a ROBOT
    Emotions
    And that's universal.
    Emotions are universal
    I feel, like everyone else does, ever so deeply.
    But what do you know of that?
    Nothing of course,

    Nothing.
    What do you know about feelings?
    Nothing, or course nothing.
    Nothing because you are just a cold, heartless creature who feels nothing for anyone

    Of course-But yourself.

    You know you are a bastard.
    I never needed to tell you that.
    So what is this?
    A use and throw policy?
    And what am I ? A money back gurantee product?

    "Oh gee, I just got so bored with my toy I wanna return it. Money back of course.
    Yeah yeah..i know its got a few scratches here and there, its abit damaged at the back and the arm's coming off, but you know a good coat of paint would make it look as good as new again. Then yoy can put it on the shelf for resale."

    Fuck you.

    A good coat of paint is never going to make it better.

    dawn fairy on the moon at 2/20/2007